Hard To Love - Ep 19 - Angelic Girl With No Panties On by RedLady2k

This uncertainty really pisses me off. You don't know how much, but you know something.

One thing I can't seem to remember at all is how the hell we took that picture. Much

less do I remember what we did that day. What can I say? Is that I felt complete without

this endless void of emptiness that doesn't seem to want to leave.

I wonder, if I take any more of my pills, will I remember you then?

I don't know why I have this feeling that it was something very important. Should I

take the risk or should I just let this go? Um...

I'll try to remember her without ***** for now at least. I don't want to withdraw again,

especially when I'm alone here by the pool.

Alright, it didn't work. After hours and hours of staring at the sky, I got nothing. Zero

*****. I think that, well, what they say about counting clouds or sheep is absolutely useless

when it comes to me. I'll try to use my imagination and close my eyes then. Maybe those who meditate

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