Lust Academy (Bear In The Night) - 88 - The Origins Part 2 by MissKitty2K

My mind was clinging to my attachment to Sarah,

but I had no control over my thoughts and actions.

She asked me something, but I don't remember if I answered.

I think that even if I tried,

I couldn't get the human words out.

Then she met my eyes and she was terrified.

She realized that it wasn't Jacob she knew.

She tried to scream, but I put my hand over her mouth.

She tried to fight back, but I was stronger.

She begged, but I couldn't understand her words.

I don't know.

I didn't even know she was pregnant, and that she died in childbirth.

But I-

But how so?

You didn't even know I existed?

I didn't know.

When I saw Pogger on the list

at the train station

for the first time in years, I didn't even recognize it right away.

But you must understand,

my mind has been suppressed by the Lord's will.

YOU MUST UNDERSTAND?!

It's not something you can just pick up and understand.

I need to process this, I need to be on my own, I'm sorry.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, I get it!

I understand that I don't really have to ask you to forgive me,

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